💥 From Overthinking to Action
Written by: Sattuu
“This page is not shit. This page is where I rise.”
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There comes a point in every student’s life where things feel too heavy. You look at your books, your syllabus, your goals — and it all feels like a mountain. You feel weak. You overthink. You doubt yourself.
That’s exactly where I was.
I sat down one night and scribbled on a page:
> “I am shit. But not at all.”
It may sound silly to someone else, but that was the most honest sentence I had written in a long time.
This blog post is not about motivation from a topper.
It’s not filled with fake positivity.
It’s a raw declaration from a student who lost his rhythm, but is ready to fight back.
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I'm suffering : Not Laziness, But Overthinking
A lot of people think that students don’t study because they’re lazy. That’s not true.
In reality, many of students like me are stuck in overthinking.
We sit down to study and suddenly thinks--
“There’s too much to do.”
“What if I fail?”
“I’m already behind others.”
“I wasted so much time.”
that's all shit - kills our confidence before we even open the book or even try to see a lecture if you are online student.
Yeep I'm online student preparing from PW Batches from 11th standard and now 12th is hitting me hard but I promised myself that success is not my dream or aim its very important for my father and my family as well . I know you will think ( ye to sab krna chate h apne parents ke liye what's special in your situation ) Honestly there is nothing special in my situation beacuse this is the reason mostly boy or girl dreams that success is only way and if you are PCB student in 12th standard so you have to do NEET for success and if you are PCM student getting into IIT .
Unfortunatly same thing happens with other students also . Commerce and accounts student prepare for CA and all are same .
If you have to get a GOVT. Jobs after 12th class you have appear for other competative exams not so different from JEE NEET s.
And then the rare god's fav. chid will play chess and become world champion .
some will setup their startup from class 9th and all main stream media will showcase their success and someone luckiest doing some moments on social media and earns lakhs . WTF yaar mere papa ki salary 30k hai . kaise overthinking nhi hogi .& they become examples in our society . this is not good .. all this complaint is for God from my side .
we distract ourselves, feel guilty, and the cycle repeats.
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My Lowest Moment: When I Felt Like Giving Up
I remember lying on my bed, watching the fan go round and round, and thinking:
“Will I ever make it out of this mess?”
I had dreams — big ones.
I wanted to clear my board exams, prepare for competitive exams, support my family financially .
But I was drowning in my own thoughts.
My page said:
> “Eventually, I have to prepare for the board. Syllabus is not so different. I have to fck my day & night to achieve this shit.”
It wasn’t poetic.
It wasn’t pretty.
But it was real.
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The Turning Point: Writing My Truth
Something changed when I wrote down my frustration. I realized:
✅ I may be behind, but I haven’t given up.
✅ I may feel weak, but I still care.
✅ I may overthink, but deep inside, I want to act.
That page became my turning point, not my shame.
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My Why: The Fuel Behind My Comeback
I’m not doing this just for marks.
I’m doing this:
To change my financial condition.
To make my father proud.
To stop being ashamed of the situation I’m in.
To one day say: “Yes, I struggled. But I made it.”
This is bigger than exams.
This is about self-respect.
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My Comeback Plan: Simple But Powerful
Now I’m done with dramatic overthinking. I’m going back to basics.
Here’s my comeback plan — maybe it will help you too:
1. Study Just One Hour With Full Focus
Forget the 12-hour productivity videos. I will study one hour with full concentration. Then maybe one more. Small wins create big results.
2. Make a Daily Target List (Max 3 Tasks)
No more to-do lists with 20 items. Just 3 important study tasks every day. If I complete them, I win the day.
3. Wake Up
4. No Shame in Falling — Only in Quitting
I will fall again. I will waste time again. But now I’ll bounce back faster.
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To Every Student Reading This…
If you feel lost, trust me, you’re not alone.
Your overthinking doesn’t mean you’re lazy.
Your fear doesn’t mean you’re a failure.
And your slow progress is still progress.
You’re not behind. You’re still in the game.
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My Public Promise (Hold Me Accountable)
I’m not hiding anymore. I’m posting this so that people know:
Yes, I was struggling.
Yes, I was lost.
But I’m choosing to rise — right here, right now.
From this day, I promise:
To show up daily.
To share my progress weekly.
To never let shame silence me again.
This is my comeback season.
And I’m just getting started.
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Final Words: This Page Is Not Shit
The page I once wrote in frustration is now a reminder:
🔥 This is where the comeback began.
🔥 This is where the overthinking stopped.
🔥 This is where action took over.
So to everyone fighting silent battles out there — I see you.
Let’s rise together.
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📩 Comment below if you’re also starting again. Let’s support each other.
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– Sattuu (Just a student choosing to rise)
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